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Say When

by Sorry Snowman

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1.
His world is so close to mine though I'll never understand it I bite my nails and waste my time, he waits for bad things to happen and stares out an open window His world is so close to mine when no one's around to notice And I watch his sunken spirit flying through the hallways Of all we tried to love in everyone but ourselves And somewhere I had learned to keep myself at a safe distance From everyone I know. Pull apart my heart; my spirit's missing. And now I'm scared of who I am to you. Unsure of who you are to me In everything I ever do I'm scared of who I am to you.
2.
The city's pretty in its own way if you can find the time to notice. But it's so damn cold I can barely even focus On my job or on my grades. I can't even feel my face So how am I supposed to feel for you? I just hope it's coming soon.
3.
Sometimes I scare myself looking in the mirror Sometimes I don't see myself for days I indulge in vanity like everybody else But I broke my mirror moving out of George Street I am not the clothes I wear or the company I keep any more than I'm a part of someone's cityscape I see him in the town on the windows of the cafes and On the sidewalks after dainty days And he scares me. God, I hope that I don't scare you I'm just tired all the time. I don't mean to He's anxious and he's staring back at me Waiting for the floor to give out underneath his feet I feel too old to be so young and I'm sorting through The papers and the deadlines of both Opening folders and not reading anything I throw it out before I head back home And he's screaming hard into the white marble sink in The middle of the afternoon on New Year's Eve And I'm watching him sing a song of seasonal grief Waiting for the floor to give out underneath his feet He's standing in the doorway and he just won't leave I wake up, make it through the week, and go to sleep And I scare him. Christ, it's already late December. I'm just tired all the time and I just can't remember why I'm here Sorting through last week's papers and old magazines Waiting for the world to give out underneath my feet I wake up, make it through the week, and go to sleep He's standing in the doorway and he just won't leave
4.
Wet pavement, the faint smell of diesel fumes Light's blinding. The cashier stares a hole in you Just a coffee. You don't have change to leave a tip You walk back outside and then you take a sip It's not a great brew but what else can you say It's from a plastic jug and it's been sitting all day
5.
All Wrong 05:04
He works his way through a pack of cigarettes. One a day until he's got one left And saves it for an evening or A day he'll feel he needs it He's got friends he won't know after Friday Wakes up all alone in a doorway To someone's quiet knocking With crumpled napkins in his pockets But he's a stack of papers anyone can read right through Everything he's made of is written on a page or two With friends in every corner, you think he'd Kill to be a stranger but he's not thinking, "How long until this starts feeling all wrong?" She fell in love with an art school townie who Never moved out of Carleton County She saw him come home wasted and watched him Pass out in the driveway She can't sleep waiting for a call back With rotten butterflies in her stomach She waits another day And waits another day And she will try to make him love her and he will say he does But he won't take her out to dinner or hold her hand in public enough To make her feel her time is not just wasted every day, and she says, "It's been so long since anything felt this wrong" She saw him hanging out in town last week. Kissing the cashier after her shift at the King Confectionary She won't need a reason to ignore his call. He will spew his reasons and she won't care at all Because he's a stack of papers and she had read them through. Everything he's made of is written on a page or two He smokes his cigarette. The one that he'd been saving, And walks back down the avenue when the dial tone stops playing
6.
Fool A Kid 02:12
Go check the mail at 4 am Then try to fall asleep again It's no use You're my best friend Your arms aren't long enough to box with god But what's to stop you from swinging a kick And you're not smart enough to know when you're wrong But loud enough to fool a kid Frustrated with the microwave You're all pissed off like every day Its too late You're my best friend

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released February 17, 2023

Written, recorded, and mixed by Sorry Snowman @ George House & Madison's Square Garden

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